Wow... Has it Really Been 9 Days???

To all of you who have offered your thoughts and inspiration to me as I work my way through my job search, thank you. Thank all of you so much.

Lots of rejections obviously - the automated kind - but a couple of good prospects. I've made it through the first couple of hoops in the process with about 4 places. I guess that's a good thing.

Fortunately, oh so fortunately, I've been rather frugal for a while and did a LOT of 401(k) saving. So I'm a lot less worried about retirement than a lot of my peers when it ultimately happens down the road (no, I'm nowhere close to that point yet).

I'm also the kind of person who can "check your ego at the door." What I mean by that is that - while I held a pretty high level position before, there's no reason what I HAVE to do that again. M and I are at a point where we can comfortably get by on a lot less than we could before. That one fact opens a lot of new opportunities for me.

One of the nicest things is that I can finally make a graceful exit from the industry I was supporting before, and can pretty much eliminate the travel to the places I have written so much about in my blog. That will be a welcome change... A very welcome change...

So thanks to all of you, and I'll try to do a better job of keeping you up to date!

The More Things Change, The More They Stay the Same...

Just a very short update as I continue with my job search.

There are many, oh so very many positions I've found that I would excel at. But that's not surprising given my background. The most frustrating thing is that when you submit an application or a CV, you go into a period of stasis - a period of waiting for a response. In my previous position, it was an unwritten expectation that we would respond one way or the other within a single business day - two days at most - when recruiting people. We did it because we needed the people, but more importantly because (culturally) it was the "polite thing to do." But it's pretty apparent that that kind of culture is definitely NOT the norm.

So that addresses the "The more things change" portion of the post...

And now on to the "The more they stay the same" portion...

Yesterday, M had a date with Allen.

As always, she came home later - hours and hours later - with this huge smile on her face.

He always pleases her so much better than I ever did...

Major, Major Turmoil in my Life...

But absolutely none of it is related to my being a sissy...

Right around the end of the year, I came down with that really nasty flu bug that's going around. The one that the flu vaccine doesn't really work for because the powers that be guessed incorrectly as to the strain for this year. I was pretty much bed ridden for about 5 days, and didn't really start feeling like myself until Wednesday the 3rd.

So about half the time, I was able to work from home, and the other half of the time I worked from an office. Convenient because of all my international travel. And with technology being what it is, and with the profession I'm in, I am fortunate that I can work equally well in an office or at home.

So I had a call with my boss on the 3rd, and learned that (as the Brits would say) my "position has been made redundant." That's a polite way of saying that I've been laid off.

Major bummer...

So that explains why I haven't been posting at all, and I apologize for that.

My full-time job right now is to find a full-time job! All things being said, I've been gainfully unemployed since the 9th of January, so it hasn't been so long yet, and because of my severance I've still got my pay and benefits for a couple months. But still there's this underlying stress.

Happy New Year!

And I hope it's a joyous one for everyone!

I read in the news how cold it was on New Year's Eve. As for me, I was fast asleep by 6 o'clock PM with a dire case of that nasty flu that's going around. I'm only now getting over it. Not completely better yet, but at least well enough that I can start work again - from home.

Getting More and More Excited

Only a few more days until Christmas...

I wonder what Santa will be bringing me this year...

Have I been a good sissy or a naughty one???

So I'll decorate the tree with care...

 And maybe, just maybe I'll try to stay up really late on Christmas Eve to surprise Santa!

There's Just Something

I'm not sure what it is.

But when I put on my bra, a change comes over me.

My entire emotional state changes.

For the better...

Formal

Mistress laid out Sissy's outfit for the evening's festivities. "It's a formal event, Sissy, everyone will be showing off in their most formal attire so you should too."

Sissy always felt more formal and suave when she was dressed in black.

A Most Incredible Morning

I woke up early yesterday morning. Very early. Came downstairs and putzed around for a long while, having my coffee, reading, watching the news, and just relaxing while M slept upstairs. It was a quiet morning, and I sat there in the living room dressed in comfortable pants and sweatshirt. Staying warm in this cold snap we're having. Wearing a nice, comfortable pair of panties and a satiny bra under my sweatshirt. Loving the feeling of the bra around my chest. Loving the feel of the bra straps over my shoulders. Loving the feel of my panties around my clitty cage.

A few hours later, I went upstairs to find M awake and relaxing quietly in bed. I went into the bathroom and brushed my teeth, then got undressed and slipped between the covers into the nice, cozy bed. So nice and warm.

I rolled over and snuggled against M, pulling up her nightshirt in our silent, universal signal that I wanted to suck her breasts. She rolled toward me as I lowered my head to her breast and began suckling gently. As I did so, she pushed my bra up and began tweaking my nipple as well. It's a thing we do often, and we both love it.

I always get worked up when I'm sucking on M's beautiful breasts, and yesterday was no exception. I began to alternate between breasts as we lay there. Sometimes gently in my sucking, sometimes more forceful. Sometimes nipping, sometimes just gently flicking her nipples with my tongue. M continued to lay there quietly on her side with her eyes closed, reveling in the sensations of my mouth.

She has told me that she eventually gets uncomfortable just laying there on her side, so after a while I stopped, rolled her to her back, and moved between her legs in a missionary position with me on my hands and knees  between her legs. Again I lowered my head to her breasts and continued my ministrations. All was quiet. All was calm. Just doing something I love so much to do. Clad in my clitty cage, panties and bra.

On her back, M was able to reach up and tweak both of my nipples at the same time, something I absolutely love. On my hands and knees, there's no weight on her, just my head alternating from side to side as I continued to pleasure her.

After a long while, I reached for her right hand and directed it between her legs. She began to rub her pussy, something I could feel from my position between her legs as I went back to sucking on her breasts. Still not a word in our world of morning bliss.

She continued to play with herself, gradually becoming more and more aroused as I continued to suckle. Her left hand continued to pinch my nipple, her head arched back just a bit, her eyes closed in concentration, and her mouth slightly open. Doing what I was doing, and seeing what I was seeing was intensely erotic. Calm, quiet, sensual. A vision of domestic bliss that no porn movie could ever capture.

We continued this way for some time. Then I heard her whisper...

"Fuck me Allen... Fuck me hard Allen... You fuck me so good Allen..."

Her hips began moving of their own volition. Her rubbing became more frantic as I could feel from my position between her legs. Her tweaking of my nipple became more forceful. And all the time, I continued my ministrations at her breasts.

M has told me that there's a direct nerve connection between her nipples and her pussy. This was going through my head as I continued to lick, nipple, nip, and suck her breasts while she played with herself.

"I'm so wet Allen... You're making me so wet Allen... Fuck me Allen..."

There was an urgency to her whispers. Her entire body felt alive with energy. Tight and tense like the strings of a violin. While she loves gentle breast play to get aroused, it's more forceful sucking and nipple pulling that gets her really aroused, so I began to suck as hard as I could at one breast while at the same time pulling and pinching her other nipple hard.

M was close - oh so close...

Like a tsunami wave crashing on the beach, M's orgasm overtook her and she began shuddering uncontrollably beneath me as I shifted to only licking her nipples, knowing that she goes into sensory overload when she cums.

It was a most incredible sight and experience for me. My beautiful wife M beneath me in the throes of an incredible orgasm... Her lover's name on her lips... My locked-up clitty mere inches from her pussy. So close that I could feel the back of her hand on my clitty cage as she rubbed herself. My arousal almost as high as hers as I felt my clitty dripping furiously - soaking my panties as I knelt there between M's legs.

It took a long time for M to come back to Earth after that orgasm. Time during which I gently kissed and licked her breasts.

Eventually, I clambered out from between her legs and lay next to her as she sprawled there under the covers in her post-orgasmic exhaustion. A look of complete contentment on her face.

Yesterday was a very, very good day!

Yes, Ma'am, I Do!

Come over here sissy gurl. You know what to do. You know what I want you to do!

He's so ready for you, sissy gurl.

Come on over here. Kneel in front of my man. Take his beautiful cock into your hand and stroke it for me... You know you want to... You've seen how much pleasure this cock gives me!

M asked me last night if I wanted a lover... I think she feels bad that I want a man's cock in my mouth so much and it doesn't look like Allen's will be there in the near future. Plus, as I've said before, M really doesn't want to "share."

Anticipation

M's feeling a lot better today. A LOT better.

Before she left for work this afternoon, I asked her if maybe, just maybe I'd be allowed to lick her pussy tonight when she gets home. It seems like forever since I've had my head between her legs.

I know she's very disappointed that she wasn't able to make her date with Allen yesterday on her day off, and she hasn't confirmed for me when their next opportunity might be. But I absolutely KNOW that Allen is on her mind... And I also KNOW that I'll be hearing his name tonight when I'm licking her pussy.

I foresee some really hot gurl-girl lovemaking tonight! (blushing).