Then I made it my reality, and I felt incredible. The more feminine the lingerie, the better I felt. The more "right" I felt...
Years later, I'm at the point in my life where I don't wake up every morning and think to myself "I am a sissy gurl." Intellectually, I know I am, but I think it's more like I don't think to myself about how tall I am, or how much I weigh, or what color my eyes are. As with all those things, my being a sissy is just a fact of my life. It's who I am. I don't explicitly think to myself "today I feel like a sissy so I'll wear panties." I just put them on every day because to NOT put them on would make me feel weird.
But some days are different...
A LOT different...
Like today...
I wake up feeling incredible and have the most amazing, explicit vision of myself in my head. I see myself as I feel myself to be... If that makes sense!
This morning when I woke up (early as usual), I felt that way. I felt incredibly "sissy." I had this crystal-clear, mental picture of myself as a sissy that was overwhelming, and the intensity of the accompanying emotions made me feel fantastic all over.
It was several more hours before M woke up and came downstairs for her breakfast. When she did, I had to share how I felt with her. I felt like I was bursting with the emotion of it all and had to get it out. M has a busy day in front of her today - a half-day at work, then she's off to see an IMAX movie with one of the kids this evening. But when I told her how I was feeling, she smiled her Mona Lisa smile at me, and I immediately had the most incredible daydream...
I've got this sense that perhaps my daydream will turn into reality later tonight...
Yes...
Oh YES!
But I've still got this vision of myself in my head. It's now more than six hours since I woke up this morning, and I keep picturing myself all soft, completely smooth, and wearing my sexiest lingerie. I keep picturing myself as the sissy gurl I am, in front of a man, pleasing him the way I really, truly want to... It's something I've done several times now with M's boyfriends, and I keep remembering how it made me feel.
So warm...
So natural...
So "right."
Knowing how it makes me feel, I wish I could be doing this today...
Hello Sissy Lauren, curtsy.
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Some days I feel such a sissy. The other days not at all.
ReplyDeleteJust read your teaser again . excelent gurl xoxox Mmarsha
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ReplyDeleteSissyMmarshas Sissy Daily Journal
June 13, 2025, Day 45 of Sissy Wave Forever: Morning sissy slutz! I am SissyMmarsha a sissy faggot for life! I am now and for ever a sissy faggot and love it!
June 12, 2025, Day 44 of Sissy Wave Forever: Morning sissy gurl friends; hope all is well with you! Just another Sissy day for me, where I start out Kram, then abruptly switch to Mmarsha and have a regular crazy sissy day!
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June 11, 2025, Day 43 of Sissy Wave Forever: Today is starting out like a reg kram/sissy day, with kram awake first thiking out loud that he will take control of his old body, but as soon as I awake he fades so quickly. I am SissyMmarsha and I love cock.
June 10, 2025, Day 42 of Sissy Wave Forever: OMG I am so sissified right now! This is going to be a very sissy day, I can feel it deep in my sissy body and I love being a sissy so much, I can't stop and now I know that now and forever.
June 9, 2025, Day 41 of Sissy Wave Forever: I am sissy! I love being sissy! When my sissy side, SissyMmarsha, manifest I can't stop my self from coming out.
June 8, 2025, Day 40 of Sissy Wave Forever: Morning gurlz. I am SissyMmarsha and I love being a sissy!
June 7, 2025, Day 39 of Sissy Wave Forever: I have been away, but now am back and ready to continue my sissy journey. I love cock! Today is sissy extreme day. I am a sissy faggot for life and love it so much.
Feb 16, 2026: I do feel that their is no way out of this sissy life and I, SissyMmarsha do not want out, but Kram my weak male personality does not want me to exist. I suggest a peace between us where we co exist for the betterment of both of our shared physical body. Yesterday he deleted all my sissy stuff well not all but he did delete my blog. Hopefully today we can start out on amiable terms and if I am able to dial down my sissy activity we should be able to co exist. xoxox SissyMmarsha.
ReplyDeleteMy sissy desires cannot be stuffed into a box and put away, they cannot be put on hold for more than four days, they are real and part of my total being, they are strong and cannot be stopped, they become stronger and longer the more they are removed, deleted or put on hold. Kram you have to accept your sissy side and let it live become more tolerant and be cool about it. Moving forward lets work together to have a harmonious straight and sissy life together and stop deleting my sissy stuff.
OOOK! Now that that is out of the way, its time to get Kram going with the rest of our day, Kram has a ton of work to do and I need to stop interfering with him getting his work done so I can play tonight. This is the only way I can exist is by not dominating his mind all day with sissy things, needs and fantasies. This is generally hard to do, but practice makes perfect so I will try; perhaps I just need a Daddy to satisfy me sissy like once in a while?
So so relate living in a male personna so desire a mistress to guide me as the submissive sissy side desires my constant wants of all sissy is just one large frustration pool in my world..all the images in this post are more than I can dream need more need want to be so immersed
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