Major Event Coming Up Today

God it's good to be back in civilization!

I got back home yesterday evening from my international travels. While travel is necessary, it really disrupts my sissy lifestyle... It keeps me from dressing the way I want to, and it definitely keeps me from BEING who I am. I hate having to put on my act all the time... Shrug...

While I was on my trips, M let me know that we'll be seeing Allen together for the very first time TODAY! MAJOR MILESTONE!

So I got home yesterday evening, and immediately after unpacking and taking a shower, M told me to get back into my clitty cage, which I did when I got out of the shower. While traveling, I also ordered some new things, including some beautiful pink skirted panties and some new breast forms. Happily, they arrived over the past couple of days, and the packages were waiting for me when I walked in the door.

As it was almost 8 PM when I got home, I put these on right after I showered, together with a nice pink bra. I intentionally picked the breast forms to fit the bra I had - a prominent A-cup. Mmmmm They felt so incredible against my chest. And combined with my new panties made me FEEL "just right." So it was a complete, pink bra and panty ensemble.

Laying in bed with M last night, she told me that I wouldn't be allowed to lick her pussy, even though I wanted to so much. Allen doesn't like me to lick her pussy before he fucks her, preferring that I only do so AFTER he fucks her. So I've been denied access to M's pussy for two whole weeks! Talk about disappointment! But she spent a lot of time playing with my new breasts and was fascinated by how good they felt. She told me that they felt completely real to her - they certainly felt real to me! I asked her point blank if she liked them, and she told me that she not only liked them, she loved them! Hearing that made me feel really, really good inside.

In any case, today is complete chaos. We're preparing to go on a long overdue, two-week driving vacation tomorrow, and at the same time preparing to see Allen this afternoon. M told me that she has been texting back and forth with Allen a lot about the event to get ready. As I said, I'll meet him for the very first time today, and I'll see him fuck my wife for the very first time today. He does NOT know that I'm a sissy (yet?), so I don't think THIS is how I'll be dressed (frown), but he DOES know that my clitty is caged, and he also knows that I wear panties.

Deep down inside, I LONG for the day that Allen knows I'm a sissy. I long for the day when M tells me to dress like this when I am with them. And I long for the day that I'm allowed to suck his cock - to get him ready for M, to clean him up after he's with M, and just so I please him and make him cum in my mouth.

I think M told him that she keeps me in panties to "humiliate" me (yeah, right... "humiliate me"). If he only knew that I wear panties not because M wants me to (although she does) but because it's what I want to do... M bought me a new pair of panties to wear for the occasion today, in case Allen wants me unclothed while he's fucking her - so we all can be aware that there's only one "man" in the room. I'm looking forward to that, and I'm so incredibly excited about seeing them together for the first time.

Oh... By the way... M told me that there's a better than even chance that she'll give Allen the key to my clitty cage to hold onto while we're on vacation - "Just to be sure" that there's no possible way that my clitty will be in M's pussy. He's kind of possessive like that (smile).

M and I are leaving very early tomorrow morning and will be driving all day long, so I probably won't be able to post anything about today's festivities until late tomorrow. Unlike Kaaren over at Such a Sissy, M and I tend to drive LONG distances in a single day... A 16 or 18-hour drive is not all that uncommon for us. So tomorrow, we'll be on the road around 5 AM, and won't stop for the night until probably 7 or 8 PM.